reneeliew

2012-01-28T15:39:00.004+08:00

Christ Church, New Zealand 2012 :)

2012-01-04T00:22:00.001+08:00

2011-12-23T17:45:00.003+08:00

Foo's new husky (2 months old) and chihuahua (3 months old)! :)

lololol, asian.

going to Thailand tomorrow! yaaaaaaayyyyy. bye bye! :)

2011-12-22T19:16:00.001+08:00

Meet foo's new dog! (♡o♡) wawawawawaaaaa

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2011-12-21T18:48:00.003+08:00

Wasted a Polaroid film. But heck, it was my first time curling my hair (not permanently) so i got over excited. The hairdresser was so nice to do it for me :D yeah i know, i know. i need to stop camwhoring and actually do something productive.

(1) have a hair cut ✓
(2) drink green tea x
(3) read a book ✓
(4) eat ✓
(5) dont eat too much x
(6) sleep ✓
(7) eat ✓
(8) sleep x

2011-12-20T14:41:00.001+08:00

things to do tomorrow:

(1) have a hair cut
(2) drink green tea
(3) read a book
(4) eat
(5) dont eat too much
(6) sleep
(7) eat
(8) sleep

2011-12-20T01:02:00.004+08:00

okay okay, i am guilty. sigh, i just got too bored. Han is in Pangkor, was supposed to follow him but my parents dont allow :(

2011-12-16T21:57:00.007+08:00

happy happy happppppppyyyyyyyy :) < 3

2011-12-15T00:27:00.001+08:00

15 december 2011.

My last day being fifteen. A part of me feels like crying & a part of me just feels like fuck yeah. how weird, i might just shower with my clothes on. Sigh

2011-12-11T10:49:00.002+08:00

3 Tumblr sites i like,

click

follow, if you wish

2011-12-08T16:51:00.003+08:00

hollllllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyy shit.

2011-12-06T09:14:00.003+08:00

guess.

2011-12-01T18:38:00.006+08:00

Hello, December.

happy holidays! :)

duck face, hehehehehe

2011-11-28T11:01:00.003+08:00

Why did I dream about you-

considering the fact that i haven't been thinking about you in such a long time?

2011-11-21T21:31:00.003+08:00

2011-11-14T21:12:00.001+08:00

2011-11-14T03:21:00.001+08:00

6.00 a.m - 12.00 a.m : play

12.00 a.m - 4.00 a.m : study

4.00 a.m - 6.00 a.m : sleep

2011-11-13T21:06:00.001+08:00

2011-11-08T22:30:00.001+08:00

2011-11-08T01:28:00.001+08:00

2011-11-07T18:23:00.001+08:00

s k i n n y

t h i n

2011-11-07T17:37:00.001+08:00

two weeks old :)

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2011-10-30T10:47:00.001+08:00

2011-10-28T21:31:00.001+08:00

"Friends.

A simple word isn’t it? It’s uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren’t that, they’re the people that touch your hearts. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They’re the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don’t judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs, and smiles. You’re tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thing in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life."

-unknown

2011-10-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday han, I love you.

thanks for being my ☀ .

(this is forced)

2011-10-27T22:29:00.003+08:00

my beautiful cousin.

as you're growing up,

i'm growing old.

2011-09-21T20:30:00.003+08:00

went to Genting as a house trip!

all photos credited to wiwin :)

byebyeeeeee!

2011-09-20T22:13:00.003+08:00

Wiwin, Hyo Jin, Veronica, Teh Ying :)

2011-09-16T20:26:00.001+08:00

"what do you do when someone you love lets you down? & really fucks you over?"

"you must try to stop loving them."

"is that even possible?"

"no, i dont think so."

2011-09-11T13:04:00.002+08:00

I get lost sometimes

Another year flies by

But i know if i try

Memories of the light in your eyes

Can take me back in time

Its hard to see you, we are older now

And when i find you, you just turn around

This is a black and white of you i found

I hang you up and then i pull you down

2011-08-30T16:36:00.002+08:00

Adelaide, Australia 2011.

just some of the pictures :)

my mum & 'the love of her life'.

Beatrice, my childhood friend :)

2011-08-10T11:10:00.003+08:00

tried something new to kill the morning,

so i wasted time in doing the thing above.

good morning everyone! :)

2011-08-07T16:44:00.010+08:00

this

looks

really long face! :)

hehehehehe, byeeeeeeeee!

2011-08-06T07:31:00.007+08:00

Happy 70th birthday, Popo! (grandma)

you're a big girl now :D

went to a Japanese restaurant with my aunts & uncles,

heheheheh japanese fooooood <3

with the birthday girl :)

my grandfather

i love you, forever & always.

2011-08-04T17:08:00.005+08:00

GUESS WHO'S BIRTHDAY IT WAS YESTERDAY?

John O'Callaghan!

you're never gonna read this , but i stalk you & love you :)

HAPPY 23RD! <3

Lunch at Dragon-i, The curve.

With mama & the Japanese family:)

小笼包

Xiao Long Pao.

Its super yummy, try try try it! :)

if you're Chinese & you haven't tried this, go shoot yourself. :(

Piggy pao!

"Dan Dan" Ramen

Deep fried Durian :)

best Jasmine tea ever :)

i really liked that piggy pao.

I LOVE MANNN UNITTTTEEEDDD.

have a good day, bye-bye everyone! :)

2011-07-31T16:22:00.008+08:00

announcement!

changed & added some stuff on my blog:)

i added a comment (s) section at the bottom right corner at the end of each blog post, so try it out!

and also,

if you scroll all the way down, i've added a "<< older posts", so its easier for you & me as well, to look at my older blog posts. :)

YAY!

goodnight

2011-07-30T17:22:00.007+08:00

Diana You :)

after a year <3

2011-07-29T17:13:00.010+08:00

Hong Kong & Taiwan.

Took a flight to HK and stayed there for about 2 days,

then took a cruise from HK to Taiwan. Total of 5 days in the cruise :)

sorry, its mainly pictures of food.

you gotta love the food there! :D

Taiwan 101, second time going up & i'm still impressed! :D

The outdoor pool area in the cruise. :)

My mum & Taiwan's smelly tofu. (臭豆腐)

bubble tea! <3

it was windy.

im lazy to upload the rest, forgive me.

so.. this is how we got fat :)

2011-07-18T23:15:00.005+08:00

Happy 16th birthday, Foo <3

i looooooove youuuuuuuuu :)

2011-07-16T17:03:00.003+08:00

went out to OU with my brother and met up with his friend:)

hm, good day :) bye!

2011-07-09T21:20:00.004+08:00

yeah, well.

off to Sandakan, Sabah. bye bye! :)

2011-07-09T15:55:00.004+08:00

At fat spoon restaurant , Uptown

walked to Wondermilk ,

great day.

now i need to start packing! :)

2011-07-07T21:23:00.010+08:00

Memories, 2011.

no matter how bitter, hard & hurtful,

it was fucking fantastic while it lasted. truth. :)

Today's

went to foo's house to bake cupcakes! :)

foo teaching her sister how to read! :D

yesterday's

went to the curve

Secret Recipe's Tom Yum rice noodles.

ThaiExpress, the food was pretty good :)

2011-07-03T16:08:00.003+08:00

Again,

like we used to. :)

2011-07-01T14:50:00.003+08:00

finally home!

happy summer break:)

2011-06-12T12:59:00.005+08:00

school Exeat trip to Pavi-

been awhile since i last updated.

exams, so i didn't bother bringing my laptop to school:)

shall update after exams!

2011-05-03T22:09:00.004+08:00

576 : 09, 10 ,4 .

& our story continues from here.

highway to happiness.

second time round'.

2011-05-01T23:31:00.004+08:00

Day two :)

2011-04-30T17:53:00.003+08:00

Day one. :)

2011-04-26T17:04:00.001+08:00

So maybe you feel satisfied every-time you bring someone down.
You feel yourself being a little more beautiful on the outside.
Immune, stronger.

But let me tell you a little secret,
just between you and me?

If you look close into the mirror, i mean really close. With your nose pressed against the glass, you'll see how you have become so fucking ugly. The bottle of secrets, lies, insecurities and scars that you've kept deep inside of you, had been uncapped. Inside and out, you have reflected what you thought you had perfectly conceal and masked. Everything you once hated, what you still hate, is what you have become altogether.

its
written
all
over
your

face.

(that needs a tight slap.)

2011-04-25T17:14:00.002+08:00

Everyone wants to be happy.

& if wanting to be happy makes them selfish in your eyes, then go fly a kite.

Let them be, life is too short to give a flying fuck.

Get up,

think about yourself once in awhile,

mind your own business and move on with life.

Because in the end,

we're losing ground with every passing day.

You're not the only one,we are all not okay.

2011-04-12T16:00:00.002+08:00

"Give me a smile,

that would soften up my heart & brighten up my darkest part"

11:11, endlessly.

2011-04-12T14:21:00.004+08:00

yes, i love these freaks to death:)

2011-04-03T15:29:00.002+08:00

Good Morning!

Parents are out of town,

so i had lunch with my aunt, uncle, my cousins & my brother.

Happy end of term everyone! :)

2011-03-29T20:48:00.002+08:00

"There she was, in her delicately chosen dress, stepping down the red-carpeted stairs beautifully,

reflecting so brilliantly the zeal that she installed making it such an alluring picture for one to

stare at. I couldn't help but to admire this girl from a distance. I was mesmerized. She realized

the halting eyes of mine, and looked back at me courteously. Wonder-struck, I stood at my place,

lost in the sea of her illumination and the illusion she bestowed."

-quoted.

2011-03-27T13:59:00.001+08:00

Social Night 2011:)

2011-03-21T16:21:00.003+08:00

143

one letter in I

four letters in love

three letters in you.

2011-03-19T19:19:00.004+08:00

Ikea Meatballs anyone? :)

i love you.

3 words, beats all.

2011-03-14T16:14:00.003+08:00

you.

2011-03-13T17:33:00.003+08:00

guess who baked cupcakes on a sunday?

Renee, Erika, Zi Qin, Alex Liew, Natassya, Dory, Dinda! :)

took us altogether 2 and a half hours.

as horrible as the Oreo Icing looks like, it tastes lovely:)

Hey Erika.

i hope you know,

that someone out here loves you even when no one else does.

even when he doesn't, i will.

2011-03-10T16:10:00.003+08:00

I've done it all.

so dont you dare tell me I've never tried to live up to your impossible standards of a perfect close friend. because you don't know the vast amount of effort i put between you & me to make it right.

& while i was doing my best to live up to your standards, what the fuck were you doing?

badmouthing me,

insulting me behind my back?

doing everything in the bad pages of friendship?

what are you trying to achieve?

1 year.

& what have you become?

2011-03-08T20:24:00.003+08:00

"her."

it kinda very much hurts just a little inside of me when i hear you say shit like that.

thing is,

you don't even know i know.

so i guess there isn't anything much i can do right now except for slowly distancing myself from you.

i really don't want to, but there is only so much betrayal i can feel.

2011-03-06T11:42:00.003+08:00

2011-03-02T19:58:00.004+08:00

more than anything i could ever ask for in my life.

i love you both, unconditionally, endlessly & undeniably.

"what the heck am i doing in KTJ?"

when i should be right next to the most wonderful people in the world?

2011-02-23T20:33:00.003+08:00

what do you want me to do?

funny how nobody even bothers listening to what i have to say & how everybody listens to you. nobody even cared for one single moment, that who was actually the one that was really having a much greater impact in this whole situation. so applaud to you, really. for being able to convince everyone about how much of a slut i am to you & how much of a cold hearted person i am.

i did it for a reason. a very solid, good reason.

was it so hard to believe / understand ?

& for you to think that it was easy for me?

well let me spill out a little surprise for you,

IT WAS & STILL IS BLOODY HARD FOR ME.

2011-02-21T20:55:00.003+08:00

i am not your toy.

i gave you my heart, my everything,

you tore it apart, like it's nothing.

cover & fix it up with sorries,

but never fail to put me back into worries.

shed countless tears ; after every fight,

never fail to blame each other with what we thought was right.

its a circle, in cycle.

the more it repeats, the more i retreat.

why say sorry?

why regret?

when you could have done that months ago.

when we could have changed something.

when we could have make it right.

whats left now?

neither yours or mine,

is empty promises & a broken mind.

2011-02-20T11:54:00.002+08:00

All photos above is credited to Nadia Esham :)

(check out her blog here!)

bus ride to KTJ's 20th anniversary dinner:)

2011-02-16T07:43:00.002+08:00

post re-blogged from : Natassya Bainon's Tumblr (click here)

rezand.

I secretly like agitating myself. Somehow watching myself go berserk on just about anything, excites a part of me.

And yeah, Rezand is one of the many little things that I use as a reason to anger myself. But most of the time, I don’t need to do very much before the endless drama consumes me.

We’re like the ghost busters of ghost busters, only that we deal with drama. Tons and tons of never ending conflicts. And you’d think that with all this pressuring in on us, we’d crumble to pieces in no time.

But no.

Sure we do have our occasional issues. No wait, actually, they come around pretty often, almost on a daily basis. But we get through them. Sometimes, it takes awhile before things could finally dissolve. But at the end of the day, they still get solved.

I guess you could say that we make quite the team.

Renee

Erika

Zi Qin

Alex

Natassya

Dory ; Dinda

But in some ways, I imagine an end to us. Cause with all that’s going on, it would be quite a challenge to still remain. Maybe now we’re plain indestructible, but you’d never know right?

We stare drama in the face each and everyday. Bitches? Please. We snack on them for breakfast.

post re-blogged from : Natassya Bainon's Tumblr (click here)

2011-02-15T22:54:00.002+08:00

2011-02-15T10:53:00.002+08:00

falling apart.

i don't want to feel like this.

but you're making me feel things i don't wanna feel, lovely.

2011-02-06T22:14:00.005+08:00

Pangkor Island 2011:)

trying something new.

i know, pretty weird. retarded editing, excuse me. :)

my first shot.

goodnight!

2011-02-03T23:05:00.003+08:00

I CAN ONLY DREAM.

Robert Pattinson. <3>

2011-02-02T13:41:00.003+08:00

2011-02-01T23:50:00.003+08:00

mind fuck

2011-01-27T17:28:00.003+08:00

being Asian, this picture makes me very happy! :-)

2011-01-25T22:33:00.001+08:00

Middle finger to:

The jerks who broke my heart.
The bitches who talked shit behind my back.
The unworthy so called friends who betrayed my trust.
The ones who gave up and just found it easier to walk away.
The heartless people who left without a word of reason.
The assholes who give off mixed signals just to lead me on.
The users who just need me when they want something.
The hit it and quit it douche bags.
And mainly, the ones who purposely made me cry and watched me fall.
Amen.

re-blogged from: foo's tumblr.

2011-01-25T19:16:00.004+08:00

unique inside.

something too beautiful altogether to be torn apart.

REZAND.

2011-01-23T11:33:00.007+08:00

my backbone to my life.

because they are so beautiful inside, so lovely and I cant see why i'd do anything without them.

2011-01-21T17:34:00.005+08:00

I think about time,
A luxury so hard to find.

2010 - 2011, same shit different digit.

2011-01-20T18:00:00.003+08:00

bare in mind,

that you made everything

i hope you're happy now.

i hope you cry as you fall asleep thinking about what you did and knowing that i'll think of that whenever i think of you. because that would be the very last memory i have for you. and trust me, throwing that at me made everything much more worse.

because now, you just made me feel something i don't wanna feel.

hate and regret.

2011-01-19T23:17:00.005+08:00

So this is the end, of you & me.

we had a good run and i'm setting you free.

to do as you want, to do as you please.

without me.

dont forget, i will not forget.

because i want you to be happier.

19th January 2011,

the end.

2011-01-19T20:43:00.002+08:00

Veronica & Renee.

she makes me very happy. :-)

one year & counting.

2011-01-16T16:21:00.003+08:00

Betrayer.

i should have walked away a long time ago.

look at you,

i don't even know who you are anymore.

2011-01-14T17:39:00.002+08:00

i wonder.

i wonder if you wonder about me too.

2011-01-13T18:03:00.004+08:00

왜냐하면당신을 사랑합니다,

그리고왜냐하면당신도 날 사랑~

you are the apple of my eye and the star in my sky.

one year of many many more to come, roommate!

i love you so so much, i hope you know that.

happy 16th birthday <3

생일 축하

2011-01-05T11:04:00.005+08:00

you can blame it on the small things.

you can blame it on your heartbeat

the wrong things.

and honey, its safe to say that its only getting better.

2011, is going to be different. i promised. :)

2011-01-02T11:51:00.003+08:00

Korea, 2010- 2011.

more pictures will be uploaded in Facebook, soon. :-)

to a very very very special close friend & my only 언니.

happy birthday!

you know i love you & hope to meet you very very soon!

i cant call your number? :(

정말 사랑해 <3

2011-01-02T11:25:00.003+08:00

BEST FRIENDS, FOREVER.

20th august 2010. ♥ :)

post re-blogged from, erikaerix

2010-12-24T21:39:00.002+08:00

2010 is a year we are going to forget, right Natassya? :-)

oh, and Merry Christmas everyone!

2010-12-23T17:01:00.004+08:00

i couldn't resist!

Robert Pattinson,Taylor Lautner & Kristen Stewart.

2010-12-22T04:14:00.004+08:00

though she tries, she never forgets.

its 4 a.m with traffic of you in my mind.

2010-12-21T23:36:00.003+08:00

bold what you've done.

graduated high school.

smoked a cigarette.

kissed someone.(apart from family)

gotten so drunk you passed out.

ridden every ride at an amusement park.

collected something really stupid.

gone fishing.

watched four movies in one night.

gone long periods of time with out sleep.

lied to someone.

snorted cocaine.

failed a class.

dealt drugs.

been in a car accident.

been in a tornado.

done hard drugs.

watched someone die. (On TV&movies :D)

been to a funeral.

burned yourself.

run a marathon.

cried yourself to sleep.

spent over $200 in one day.

flown on a plane.

cheated on someone.

been cheated on.

written a 10 page letter. (yes, i know -_-)

gone skiing.

been sailing.

had a best friend.

lost someone you loved.

shoplifted something.

been to jail.

dangerously close to being in jail.

had detention.

skipped school.

got in trouble for something you didn’t do.

stolen books from the library.

gone to a different country.

dropped out of school.

been in a mental hospital.

watched the “harry potter” movies.

had an online diary.

fired a gun.

gambled in a casino.

had a yard sale.

had a lemonade stand.

actually made money at the lemonade stand.

been in a school play.

taken a lie detector test.

swam with dolphins.

gone to sea world

voted for someone on a reality tv show.

written poetry.